All the same mistakes

I’m born again. I sit at this beach and the wind throws grit and ocean drops in my face. Are you laughing at me, my dear breeze? I will laugh with you. As this is a curse I asked for.

The rhythm of the surf tries to mess up with my pulse and makes me dizzy. I have a strange feel of déjà vu. Every heartbeat brings a memory of long gone me's. I close my eyes and I see mountains, fields, snowy forests and crowded cities. I open them and the shore is in front of me again. No, I have never been here.

But I have been in this situation before, too many times, too many lives. It’s still the same. I am given a chance again – to make a change. Choose different!

Yes, I really have a lot to laugh about. I’ve been such a lousy student. Why did I need so much time and so many tries to learn such a simple lesson?

I know what I want to do. I will make the same mistake. But this time I will not regret it.